05 October 2009

Compromise

I’m positively no longer the same person I was, and I’m afraid of the path I’m taking to be the person I want to be.
More importantly, I fear that I wouldn’t like the person I’ll be.
I realize now that even if you refuse to play the game, you find that you still lose.
I could elaborate, but I choose not to.
The more I elaborate, the deeper I might get into confusion.
It appears that there is no way I can get myself out of this but I will strive on.
Strive on, strive on, strive on.
And I’m not caring what other people feel about this; whether they understand my situation or not.
Right now, I can’t afford to care.
I have a life to find, and hopefully to live, you know.
And at this point of time, some emotions, some feelings are best ignored.

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