05 October 2009

Enough!

For once in your life, can't you be considerate to those around you? Can’t you even try not to be selfish and think of other people’s feelings before you go and inconvenience them to your heart’s delight? Can’t you at least lend a helping hand rather than ask for favors? Or when you do seek help (which you always do), can’t you not do it in your usual demanding self? Because frankly, the world does not owe you a thing. I most certainly don’t. So when you come barging into one’s life, do try to think (if that’s within your brain’s capabilities - I’m just assuming here of course that you have one) if you are disrupting one’s routine.
I can recall a few names that would be quite apt for you though I realize that no matter what I say, you’ll never be able to grasp their meaning and just think me bitter and envious. For isn’t that your theory in life? That whenever one criticizes you, one is most assuredly not content with one’s lot in life and is only looking at yours with envy and bitterness? I must admit to a certain degree of envy - because I could never be that dense and uncaring and pass through life unscathed by other’s pain and suffering. I envy you the indifference you wear, for you are unaffected by it all.
When I said, "I see no reason, no benefit from associating with you.", I was not being mercenary, nor was I joking, nor being melodramatic - I was stating a fact. And I will say it again, if given the opportunity - IN YOUR FACE.
Let’s just pray that our relationship does not come to that point, or better yet, it does not come to anything at all.
May your fondest wish come true.
May you live in the most interesting times.
And may you live forever….

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